Paige-Nelson

Do you know what it feels like? To feel something, but... be unable to express what it is; to be silent; to fight it alone. I know how much it hurts, but I don't know how to show it. Poetry used to be my refuge, a place where I could be alone - express all my emotions, without being judged. I'm losing it. I can't connect to poetry. Everything sounds so stupid... Everything I write sounds stupid. I have to erase all my feelings, because they don't sound right. The words aren't real. They don't show what I feel And maybe this will be the last. Maybe I'm gone: lost of all emotions. I'm truly alone... I used to have poetry. Now I have not